Last weekend I had the privileged of seeing one of my most favorite channeled beings - MARY. For those of you who don’t know the delightful beings you can visit www.themarygroup.com In one sentence the elegant and joyful Jacque Nelson channel a group of guides through her, similar to that of Ester Hicks and Abraham. I’ll just start by saying that Jacque and Don her rich in spirit husband, travel around sharing messages of Mary, they also do private readings. We were fortunate enough to meet at a super cool place called the HUB in Santa Monica, jealous we don’t have one of those down here. We had about 4 hours to ask our own questions of MARY, both personal and global while they explored a variety of pertinent topics that we all can benefit from: which I am now sharing with you. Enjoy!

My question stemmed from feelings I had this last week where I had been feeling massively disconnected from it all, was I perceiving energies on the planet that weren’t mine that made it challenging to stay ‘positive’? The latter answer touched on the fact that yes there is a lot going on with our planet, but drilled down the answer to me was that I was deliberately giving a lot of power to the DOUBT that lived inside me. They got very focused and came down close to me to tell me, to get real with my doubt and ask it to find a new relationship within me. This was on point. I have been knowing the powerful creator I am, yet there’s a strong pull from my doubt to say things like “I am going to try, but if it doesn’t work… ” & ” I have been working on this goal for so long, it probably will never show up” - Its even a layer of subconscious I’m aware of but it’s just below the service so I can’t easily access it. As I started talking about it, they stopped me cold and said “that is a nice story you are telling yourself” - OUCH! We are the creators of our reality, so why is it so much easier to default and blame it on the external? Once we get real with ourselves and get into the joy of creating, we will start to see how ridiculous it is to let the world create us and not the other way around. For me doubt is an aspect of me, as it is all of you. Somewhere in my reality though, Doubt took a much larger role in my world. A lot of examples in my life have been almost but not quite. No wonder Doubt is fiending on the lack and the “you won’t be able to’s” however, I am allowing it. Mary told me to write a letter to Doubt saying good bye. In fact, they recommend for any aspect of you that is causing you to derail from your phenomenal life… have a conversation with it. I know this sounds a little silly, but it does work. You might have fear about something but fear is mostly unnecessary, made up by you. Acknowledge the fear, then say to it something like ” I appreciate your watching out for me, I can handle this on my own.” Like releasing it back into the wild of your make-up, your DNA, your code. To make a good point of this they gave an example we can all use. Imagine you are one grand pendulum, whatever you focus on your body will be aligning to. Pendulum’s always balance and come back to center. Mary reminded us that we, our bodies are one large pendulum and whatever we focus on is ours, the universe always answers the call. As a reminder to stay balanced to what you desire, they recommended putting a large cut out circle at your feet. Write on the circle what you want your life to come back to, what is your balancing point. Is it always being broke? or is it ABUNDANCE. Is it focusing on the DOUBT or is it JOY/CREATION? I personally, imaging now when I wake up what my pendulum is balancing to… try it… again its your life you’re creating. They remind us that we are the ones who get to decide how we show up.

Be a Colander! I was told that when you walk in a room and you perceive people’s energy, most of us think that we have to absorb all that energy into the container we are. That’s not exactly true. Imagine yourself as a colander that can take all the energy and filter out what we don’t want. When you perceive someone who’s loving you can take some of their energy and if you perceive someone who’s sharp, direct and negative maybe you take some of the energy that supports you and let the rest flow through! Ahhhh. I don’t know about you but that was rewarding to learn from me… just keep what you want and let the rest flow.

They remind us that life is not about what we’re releasing though, its about what we are choosing. Move toward the YES. Go into the internal world and choose to see the truth, then celebrate it. Everything is always simple. They said if you ever forget who are stand next to a tree. A tree always knows who it is.

This was a great lead in for me to ask my next question. I am in the process of being open to receiving a baby. This is a major crossing point for me because I’ve had 3 miscarriages and a fetal demise at 6 months, which was tramatic at best. My question was I’m on all kinds of vitamins, acupuncture, told no coffee, no dairy, no alcohol, no, no, no… it sure doesn’t feel simple. They asked me what I was choosing. What is celebrating the fact that I was going to bring a child into this world and the process? Or was I worried and doubtful about it? Oi. There’s that old friend Doubt again. I was identifying with the Doubt when am I going to get pregnant, will I be able to sustain it, once I have it will I be able to handle it all?

Wow. Once I was able to see what I was creating it made sense why I hadn’t yet created the baby. When I believe and I choose for it all to work with ease and grace, knowing I can do it all… that is when it will happen. How much sense does that make? Tons! They also said that when we say ‘ I LIKE IT ‘ to something, it is a grand gesture to the universe of expression.

BELIEVE – COMMIT – AGREE
As we think about what it is we like or we choose, breath into that thought. Breathe into the vibration so that it generates Excitement, Harmony and Possibility. As humans we need 3 things: Love, Safety and Value (to be seen) and all of these things can be provided by us, we must provide it for ourselves. If we don’t, then we won’t be able to have it show up for us. To know that you matter doesn’t depend or relate to any intrinsic job or duty it is the true nature of your being-ness.

Once again the messages remind us to come back to ourselves, our inner peace, what the internal is saying the external will evolve into. I wonder how many times I need to hear it before I get it! Boink! There’s more to come. I’ll share in the next posting about what happened when I asked about 2012!