Are you having issues with money? How about bills piling up, credit card companies calling and harassing you? Are you caught between wanting to live and having to do whatever it takes to live! Well, you are not alone. I am in the same boat. I am creating a high vibration water to support people, and clearly that’s not enough because we still don’t have the major investment we need to take AQUAMANTRA to the next level. We are all in this together. I sought advice from a friend who told me that I should take some time to get clarity and I did, yet the money still didn’t show up. However, I am getting some good practice with the Art of Allowing. Let the walls come crumbling down, it is all just an experience. WHOA! That is not what I am choosing though, right? Its a weird and quite frankly awkward balance between guiding your ship on the high seas and letting go of the wheel at the same time. In my world, its back to the drawing board I go. Lucky for me I’m surrounding by UBER fantastic Coaches and teachers who’s information drops in my lap. This week I was told about a Teleseminar put on by Andrea Hess http://www.EmpoweredSoul.com which was all about business. One of the first speakers I heard was a woman by the name of Morgana Rae. Let me preface that I am no stranger to The Secret or ALL their teachers, plus a handful of others ( Jack Canfield, Rev. Michael Beckwith, Ramtha, MARY, ABRAHAM, ACCESS ) just to name a few… but for some reason I’ve ignored the transformation I need to GENERATE money. Until what I believe to be now! So listen up - Morgana Rae I believe has tapped into something pretty amazing. It might sound a bit corny and you might laugh, but I can attest it works!

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Well, here am far beyond 4 days of my last lesson ( hand over my mouth) - and I”m just starting on lesson two! This one fell a bit flat for me, but it could because CLEARLY I’m resistant to my sabotaging ego which is very much in control still! I will say that after I made my list I did accomplish the things I set out to do. And I have consistently, made an effort to keep my room clean-er, not waiting until it is too much to handle. How did you do? And did you keep on, did you put your list up where you can see it? That part really helps be accountable as well. While I moved in the direction of my expanding potency, I also felt a very strong current to keep me grounded in the non-growing capacity and yet I still let it control me. I fear this beast might be much bigger than I thought.

Now on to Lesson Two, take inventory of our lessons. This meditation was about what are the big lessons to learn. She writes down a few examples of her own for us to follow, but I didn’t quite resonate with most of them. One did stick out though. She writes ” Clean up your past. Our outer world is reflective of our inner world. If our inner world is packed tight with old grudges and resentments, old integrity issues and unfinished business, limiting beliefs, worn-out fantasies and outdated dreams, it’s virtually impossible for the universe to give you the abundance that is waiting for you. “

The big lesson that was pretty much the main story for me is that I’m waiting for the universe to do its damn job! I’m choosing and creating and yet, why aren’t the things I’m telling myself I choose showing up! Because somewhere I’m not choosing them. I might think I am but I’m not, spending time meditating or setting the intentions for what I desire. I’m personally caught in a light cycle of total allowance which then swishes back to total panic. Ying and yang all at the same time. I start to just let things flow and watch things shift, like the sun rises and sets, then I observe some intricate details that act like a suction to the ego and spin backwards, worrying about how it’s all going to work out. EGO - Why won’t you just let me be? The bottom line for me is consistent action towards your desires. I most likely don’t have to work so hard to get there, but I do have to keep focusing on what the Intention is no matter what. Which brings me to the sabotage. I’m an aquarius, and if anyone knows our sign we’re like the ADDs of the zodiac. Like a 2 year can focus on one thing for an extended period of time (NOT!) and aquarius/humanoid like me gets bored and I do something for a little bit then I have to do something else. Right now I dance my joy time between crocheting, learning to play piano, reading and writing on this blog. NOT one thing and this could be part of my pattern of sabotage, we shall see! So I am going to make a commitment to go easy on myself and stay out of judgment as I find out what the source of this is… ultimately, its my soul’s expansion I desire and all these distractions have been preventing me and keeping me from my truth. I’ll never find out unless I brave the path, come with me. What is your lesson?

Debbie says ” In taking inventory of some of your life’s most challenging patterns and lessons, it’s not unusual to have feelings of overwhem, anger and even passionate self-determination arise.” I’m not sure the last one is what I’m experiencing, but the awareness that “SOMETHING” is trying hard to keep me stuck - is freeing all by itself… its like that point dissolves and other aspects can now freely move about the cabin. Hmmmmm what else is in here I don’t know about!

Keep going on your lessons! This week, we have to create a list of unfinished business and get to it! Easy enough says the procrastinating saboteur!

FREE GOODIES : Say this all week too!
“What else can I add to my life to generate the change I desire? What can I add to my life today that will generate, create, and institute money & awareness now and in the future and create lots of fun in my life?”

Peace and Harmonic Prosperity!
Alexandra

I can’t say for sure that there’s any one manual that can give us all the secrets, but I did take the time to download the first chapter of this Manifesting Manual from www.enlightenedmessages.com - and I’m resonating with their materials and so might you. They ask some big questions, like “How committed are you to manifesting your dreams in 90 days?” - that’s a biggie… This chapter helps you get present with yourself as you read it and integrates some body awareness, so that all of you is in tune with the messages being given. LOVE IT! Below some powerful information they are sharing:

Looking inside and seeing who you are will not make your life situation any worse than it already is. It will simply heighten your consciousness and allow you to explore yourself more intimately. By knowing yourself better, you can break through ANY destructive behavior patterns that may try to drag you down along life’s path. Knowing your self will put you in the driver’s seat, allowing you to become the divine master of your life. So are you ready to start your manifesting journey? Let’s hear a BIG YES! I AM TOTALLY READY!! Let’s begin…

Check it out! The first chapter is Free…

Who is Mary?

For nearly 10 years Jacque Nelson has provided clarity to information seekers, and has successfully helped people identify answers to the most profound questions in their lives, through her connection with a group of spirit guides who call themselves “Mary.” Jacque provides a channel for individuals to communicate directly with the spirit world through “The Mary Group.” The channeling experience provides people with an opportunity to deepen their understanding of themselves, and of Life.

I had the personal ability to work closely with Mary several times, and will in fact link an audio file of me speaking with Mary about raising money for your own listening pleasure. This was an amazing call in March of 2007, and will give you a great indication of who Mary really is. This conversation is with me, however, it applies to us all and is a great call for you to birth massive creation opportunities. As a reminder, of this conversation it is ironic how this conversation is relevant to this very moment and coincides with my Overcoming the Self Sabotage blog! That’s what so delicious about life and how connected everything is! So I fell in love with Jacque and Mary, after we had an event here in Dana Point. After that I ended up going to Costa Rica with Jacque and Don Nelson in 2007 and experienced some of the most miraculous moments of my life.

Since then I am one of the biggest fans of The Mary Group and will always suggest you give them a call for your own reading. In lieu of that you can sign up on their website, and get free messages from Mary sent to you every single day.

Here’s an example message: Today, Alex, consider showing up for you life and your moments in a way that allows new thoughts, new understanding and new awareness’s to stimulate your unused particles of creation into new results. Discover yourself and life in a way you never have before.

How? Mimic the trees in the Spring. Though they are still the same trees they have always been, each year they stimulate and live themselves in a way that produces new leaves on their ready branches. These leaves are new parts of themselves that they have never known before.

Create new spaces and keep the old, some are silver and the others gold.
Catchy tune…

Edgeless,
Mary

If you’ve ever heard of Ester & Jerry Hicks - channeling Abraham, its very similar to that. Except that Mary has a gigantic sense of humor filled with joy! Mary too is a collective of beings, who are truly a delight to communicate with. I have always loved speaking with them and now I have videos to share with you!(thanks to the ever so talented Don Nelson!) Jacque who channels Mary is a beautiful person and we all are so lucky that she has dedicated her life to contributing by bringing us the messages of Mary. I can’t say enough good things about both of them!

Part One Living without Edges

Part Two Living without Edges

Please make sure and visit their website - www.themarygroup.com